1-31-08!

Okay so from now on I'm going to try and record all of my daily events and as an ONLINE JOURNAL

sooo umm yeah ill try to say things in detail in a fun to read manner (: but im too lazy whatever ill do it anyway!!

okay so this morning I woke up at 8:40 or whatever and chinese school started at 9:30 and i got there at like 9:40 but im always late... and my teacher doesnt care at all...
Today Marked the first day of the chinese term yay!! hopefully i can learn something this semester and maybe take the SAT IIs for chinese... Then I cut the last half of class and left school at 11:00 am! except kevin stayed cuz he had to go study with brendan i think and idk how to spell his name at flushing library at 1:30 so he just didnt go to church. Then at around 11:20 i got there. It was a joint service and especially special since it was the first joint service where the big and little church people get together!!! in other words elders and youth, LIKE ME!! (: and kevin.
I wish that Kevin will decide to go to church with me one day and like going. I hope that it won't be something for him to be seen as a bother but as a blessing... yeah (:
Today when i went, i was the only one in my family who went. I say this because we can actually bring our parents to these kinds of services and get closer to them... The only problem is that I went all by myself. When I first walked in, i was all happy and sat next to Deborah! (: . But then When i saw first saw Julie and that she brought her mom, i felt really guilty that i didnt push my mom enough to come with me to church because she actually didnt mind going. Soon after i saw Joanne with hers... =/ Then soon enough, I really started to feel down and that I was the only person in my family there and that not even Kevin was there. And I eventually felt really empty in the end. 'Tis why i wrote a post on emptiness last post... and I just felt depressed a bit later and THEN WE WENT TO KISSENA!!!! YAY!!! ~cut

Yeah and at church i was trying to make "come and hither" faces which im still not too sure of what that means... and omg THE WEATHER today.. AWESOME 41 DEGREES can you believe that?? well its amazing since every day is extremely cold except for todays.

~Continued (:

except it took forever to get to where we wanted since we went on a treacherous journey. Like the way we took to go there was filled with big mud piles... thin sheet of snow, ice, water, EVEN MORE MUD and MY SHOES GOT FRIGGIN DIRTY -_- yeah and like Luke started throwing snowballs so i did so too... except i forgot to bring my gloves... so i said whatever and started throwing em (: and along the way Joanne fell on her but and got muddy xD lol sorry Joanne. This was like around.. idk 1 or 2 o clock i dont remember that this whole journey happened. it was first departure from church. then walking to booth memorial then kissena blvd after messing around with ice and snow and mud. then to oak ave but in the process walking in a field of mud and screwing up my shoes in the process... And i was with conner and joanne at this time (: then we went to a part of kissena with swings and like dan crashed into rebekah in the process of doing this and winnie recorded a video of this lol. and like i was having a snowball fight with conner.. and he won -_- but i still managed to hang onto him while my bad was on the floor getting wet -_- and of course with no mittens nor gloves (: GAH this is taking forever
AND SO.... we left after and like we walked 30 minutes or 20.. idk to Lukie's (thats what Esther calls him i think) house and like yeah... we watched handcock and i played an awesome card game called GOLF but I LOST EVERY TIME man which sucks. In Handcock... i made some comments that were supposedly awkward or something i forgot the word Curlific used, but like i was saying how Aaron (the superwoman;s kid) was ugly and how he was going to be scarred for life (seeing Handcock xD ,not like that,dead and stuff and his mom and gun fights and yeah.. but its a movie so who cares (: ) mhmm... and then we worshiped in the living room which motivated me to do the blog post before this too. But i thought that it was amazing and that the day was amazing. I wished that it could last forever but things in life cant last forever but it would be awesome if it did. Today was really stress-cleansing-ly yeah i hope that made sense YEPS (: and thus i went home and played warcraft III (:
I hope that I will have enough patience to write other posts like this in the future... LIKE EVERYDAY which im planning to do (:

okay IF YOU READ THIS.. you have no life or that my post was REALLY INTERESTING or that you just wanted to and thank you
lol bye (: